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Sunday, October 31, 2004

long time never blog le kaex... to busy... what bull shit larx... to busy watching tv le larx... wateva~

wednesday-
went to town with the whole farquaz.co[katrina,selena,nerine,zara,shuwen&me]... nice... selena wear until damn posh lorx... kat's skirt was like so short... wateva~ took two set of neos before going to eat lunch... me mum treat us... indo food... not bad larx... but ex man when you see the bill... wateva~ den went back, took one more set of neos when roxanne say drama workshop starts at 1 when we thot it's start at 1.30... late lorx... *ooops* took cab... den in cab change into skool uniform... learn lotx of stuff lorx... damn funny lo... wateva~ me act as a stoopid mad gurl who is crazy over scicssors... wateva~ damn stoopid lorx... den got khairul and deng deng email... hahax... wateva~ damn nice...

thursday-
go painting lorx... very busy... have a lot things to do... have to meet ms siti to clear up the mess odessy of the mind made to the home ec room.. den have to meet up fer life science... today got the care programm.... den play lotx of game but the painting group get to pon it... nerine selena sujing suling and cheryl and some other boys play captain ball against 2/2 den we lost... damn funny lorx... wateva~ ren wo ao you damn nice lorx... singapore idol performance was ok... sly was not bad lorx... wateva~

SYLVESTER ROX~

friday-
last da... totally slack lorx... especially fer art... so have to come back fer art during holidays... got back results.. in 3/3 takin hist... quite happi larx... cos got nerine ma.. hahax... level and class position not bad larx... satisfied... in art tat time... nerine called leandra... den got 6 tix to singapore idol... so damn shock lorx... hahax... actually is the whole farquaz go one de... den zara cannot... roxanne oso cannot.... so kevin lorx.... go buy the banner stuff... den go kat house make the banner... kan cheong kan cheong make finish... den take taxi to mediacorp... last minute den leandra mum told us got extra 4 tix... so we call nan and jeremy go... nan bought a fren... den go lorx... scream and scream lyk siao lorx... leandra saw us and smile... haha... den saw sly... omg.. den... i dun wan say larx... wateva~ kat nerine and kevin most obvious on tv... haha... cant stand up lorx... got the stoopid camera behind me... wateva~ chrissypoo out... olinda first to cry... all the girls cry... the boys just pat each other... damn sad lorx... wateva~ den walk out tat tim almost lost... den we damn siao lorx... keep on seeing cars whether got our idols a not... den selena saw olinda in the car... just nice red light.. so run after the car lorx... got olinda signature... hahax... got 3 SI idol signature le.. wateva~ den eat mac in central... something happen in the taxi den veri funny lorx... sel remember? hahax~ kevin damn gross lorx... wateva~ its damn nice lorx today...

sat-
go life science today... late again... den susan wong scold cos never do the open house thing... wateva~ den tok tok yok lorx... the instrutor damn funny and nice lorx...den did something tat very bad lorx... hahax... but dan nice larx... tok tok tok ahain lorx... den went home to prepare cos goin out to eat with me ma cos her fren b'dae... jap food... damn nice... den go partyworld go k.... damn nice... k until bout 2a.m.... the b'dae cake damn nice... cheesecake... my god... nice...wateva~

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
8:52 PM

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

sianx... today holiday... haix... got my new phone le... haha... x400... nice.. but i regretted... cos the button not tata nice... should took me jie's one... wateva~ sianx sianx sianx... nothin to do.... worrying whether lao shi will change me to another class... i noe he dun lyk me cos i tok to much le... haix... sianx larx... tomorow still holiday lehx... but nvm... i goin out... hahax... wateva~

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
2:12 PM

Monday, October 25, 2004

got to know what class we are goiong today... selena katrina and me 3/2... i taking hist although i choose geog... wateva~nerine and shu wen 3/3... zara 3/4 with cheryl... all of us separated .... zara cried... i consoled her... i was feeling very happy until then... i mean hello? me 3/2? i was like lao shi wo shen meh ban again.... i know nerine was upset cos she wasnt same class as selena and katrina as she expected... haix... when to the com lab nerine started cryin... all of us went to the back... den i started crying... katrina selena shuwen den also cried... den we went outside to cool down... nerine den tok to her ma... zara wants to appeal to 3/3... haix... wateva~ omgosh lorx... 3/3 gonna be sooo fun... so many ppl from our class there lorx... its like 3/2... arggh... i think i gonna be the last in class there... wateva~ went BK to eat... nerine tok to him den feel so much better... went back skool.... tok to cheng hong and keli... cheng hong wanna transfer... what the... wateva~ went home... tell pa bout results... he say not bad... haha... so tats mean i gonna get a new phone... hahax... wateva~

to nerine if she ever reads it... heyx... we wont pang seh you wan de...you no need scared kaex... in fact is i scared you all pangseh me if i go 3/3 instead of you... the results not finalise yet larhx... so realaxed... smilex kkx...

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
11:44 PM

Friday, October 22, 2004

maia's out... quite sad larx... after all, she the first contestant i lyk from the audition... sad sad... but to bad lorx... she too bitchy le so dun lyk her le lorx... wateva~ cant believe tat sly on the unsafe group... wat shit lorx... christopher should be out instead lorx... he cant sing... sly performance did so well lorx.... wateva~ sly rock man... me lao shi gave birth to a boy... hahax... should be very cute bah.... wateva~ hahax..

SLY ROX~

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
10:08 PM

today~ someone damn suck lorx... dun wan say who larx... fook larx tat person... stoopid hypocrite bitchy freako shit... go die larx... damn pissed off today... come to skool happy happy one... see the person faced den bad mood le... freak fucker larx you... today painting was ok... skirt and shirt sooo dirty... kena scolded... wateva~ later go workshop... den got very upset fer some particular reason... wateva~ i hate tha person... the person will know who he/she is tomorrow... haha... wateva~

one hour and twenty mins to the results... ha.. cant wait...

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
6:40 PM

watch singapore idol yesterday.. nice kxx... sylvester performance was lyk *wow*... his screamin was so damn nice lorx... crazee now... he realli did damn well yesterday... ahhh... the rest was ok larx... christopher best performance was yesterday lorx... daphane was ok larx... taufik did quite badly larx... and you have to admit that the background music suck... wateva~ cant wait to watch the results tonight... sly rox!

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
6:16 PM

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

hahx... today got back results... chinese ok ok larx.. lesser than i expected... wateva~ english so low lorhx.... cant believe tat fer passage b i got zero fer all except fer summary damn shit larx... `toopid colin koh... wateva~ math was lyk a total shock lorx... didn't expect myself to pass... jux harpi larx... got the combination subject today.. mux choose... so hard.... die le... wareva~ the workshop was ok larx... wateva~ sianx... nice.... mux watch.... =)

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
9:52 PM

yesterday... so nice kkx... me nerine selena shu wen went to escape... nerine was kinda late larx... so took mrt to pasir ris... sianx... not alot ppl lorx... took pepsi revolution first den viking ship... oohh... how much i hate it.. almost puke when took it... den go go-kart... it was ok larx... later go take the flipper[new ride]... go out a little giddy le lorhx... nerine shu and selena went to take the yakult kite flyer... i didn't take... to giddy le... wait & wait... when they finish the ride sel and nerine was feeling soo giddy... so went BK to have lunch... ex kkx... not so much cash kkx me... sel onli take fries and drink cos she to sick le... she was feeling soo damn sick... den started rainin.. ppl den when to BK for shelter... got this damn bitch wid a `toopid bastard ollowing behind lorx... the bitch is lyk so damn act lorx... wateva~ go see shu and nerine play pepsi revolution tat time got a `toopid bird fly past at the shit flyt straight at my hair and shirt... damn shit lorx... wateva~ den after tat waited fer wet and wild fer bout galf hour den they say 6 den open... shit lorx... we waited so long... go panasonic lorx... den go-kart again... sianx... den go line up fer wet & wild again... play like siao lorx... den saw tat bitch lorhx... fook lor she... not alot of ppl around 7... so we play round and round... got to know two kor korx... hahax... they quite funny and lame larx... wateva~ take dinner. took mrt home... reach home around 10 plus... wateva~tired... wash hair lyk siao lorx... wateva~

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
8:34 PM

Monday, October 18, 2004

when watchin white chicks tat time.. suddenly remember bout this song... nice one...

"A Thousand Miles" by
VANESSA CARLTON

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walkA thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
10:24 PM

hahax... exam are over... i practically gonna play lyk siao lorx... exam were ok... but i colour lyk shit lorx... today after exam selena nerine shuwen and me were lyk decicing where to go and have fun... swensen, BK, seoul garden, long john and so on... decide here decide there... change here change there... took up bout 20 mins lorx... later decided to go long john... go jp eat... den zul join us... eat half way decided to watch movie... we decided is either winberdon or white chick... go there den realized winberdon not showing at jp... den decided to watch white chick... got somemore time so we go library... den zul started to tell ghost story bout stairs... freak me out lorx... den watch white chicks... damn funny and nice lorx... very nice... highly recommended...damn shit lorx... got a dan bad sore throat so cannot laugh... when laugh hurts so much kkx... but no chioce to funni le... haix...den saw old classmate there... have to go airport so left early... now me popo come back le... so happy... got so many things...haix... room more messy le... wateva~ tomorrow goin escape with shuwen nerine and selena... hahax... gonna be so fun lorx... wateva~ hand so pain... tomorrow i hope better... so can play... wateva~

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
10:05 PM

exam are over exam are over exam are over exam are over exam are over exam are over exam are over exam are over exam are over exam are over exam are over exam are over exam are over exam are over
exam are over exam are over exam sre over exam are over exam are over exam are over exam are over

i crazi kkx... exam are over...

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
9:41 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2004

SKYE SWEETNAM LYRICS"
Tangled Up In Me"

You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you cuz I left late again

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!

Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me

You wanna know more, more, more about me
Gotta know reverse phsychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see

Hey! Hey! Hey!
Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me

You think that you know me
You think that I'm only
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet

Hey! Hey! Hey!
Could you see I want you by the way I push you away Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction, Ya!

Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
2:06 PM

great... goin to fail art le... i cant find anything to do on lorx... go seach on buildings give me all type of rubbish... bullshit man... *toot* you... i really dun noe wat to do... sel doin beach, shu doin golf course... wat i do... fook man... now startin to panic le... to think it will be damn easy... shit lorx... now listenin jj second album... nice... highly recommeded... wateva~ please lord, gif me some ideas fer art tomorrow...

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
1:32 PM

Saturday, October 16, 2004

back again.. sian mahx... watch singapore idol reloaded... sly so cute when he tut lorx... hahax... today went lunch at holland v... den go cold storage see... realise it was 1.24 le... so rush take taxi... on taxi den susi say life science start at 1... so late lorx... dun noe how to go see susan wong... every body waitin fer us lorx... so paiseh kkx... do the tomato dna thing... veri wierd lorx... den later go back holland v again... go 7eleven eat mircowave food.. funni lorx... den go home... heres sumthin fer shu wen... heyx... is not tat i dun wan to let you go me hse lorx...... is tat my room realli damn messi lorx... and its veri embarrassing lo... next time i clean up my room den you come kkx... sorri... and i like to say sumthin... i dun like pink kx... its jux tat i use this skin cos the rest of the colours i like eg.blue and purple veri chhezy lorx...

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
10:29 PM

yesterday... dnt hard lorx... to think tata it would be damn easy... wateva~ after tat nerine selena katrina shuwen me go king albert park's cold storage to buy ingredients we needed... we realli play man... hahax... go counter den realize not enough money... go katrina's house and prepare our own dish... the way we go in the kitchen realli funni lorx... we realli made a big mess in the kitchen... haha... we realli acted damn claay lorx... sparkling juice, wine glass and wat-so-eva... realli fun man... den we rest fer a while before swimming... we realli went siao lorx... swim fer few hours before goin to the suana... den go shower... shiok man... tat was like wat i call life is lorx... den we go back kat's hse to eat ice-cream... bought 2 tubs... eat until so full man... den went home... tat `toopid taxi driver... anyhow drive one the... cheat money... hmmph... wateva~ went home, watch tv... singapore idol... jerry out... actually good fer him oso larx... wont get suan anymore... feel quite sad larx... he is nice lorx... cant belive tat sly on the unsafe group... did the tall the votes wrongly? leandra oso kkx... i hate christopher... he cant sing oso lorx... wateva~ den the five of us plus zara conference... den quarrel lo... den conference until about 11.50 when i realised neva take out my stuff so left conversation lorx... but according to sel they ended the conversation bout 12 plus.. wateva~

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
11:20 AM

Friday, October 15, 2004

tomorrow dnt... who cares... i dont even noe wat snubject to study.. wateva~ today holiday... sianx... cant wait fer singapore idol to show.... i wan buy pre-paid card larhx... but no money... shu... wan share? after singapore idol den i take the number can... please....

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
7:30 AM

Shadow
by ashlee simpson

I was six years old
When my parents went away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door

Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadowOf someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me

All the days collided
One less perfect than the nextI was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
Oh, I love you now 'cause now I realize
That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity

So if you're listening
There's so much more to me you haven't seen
Living in the shadowOf someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally see
Don't feel sorry for me-

Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Oh, my life is goodI've got more than anyone should
Oh, my life is good
And the past is in the pastI was living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream

Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
I'm living in a new day
I'm living it for me
And now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally see
Don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry,
don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me

Living in, living in, living in the shadow
Living in, living in, living in a new day

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
2:45 AM

woOh.... yeaterday science was ok larx... but i know i made a lot mistakes... sel keep on sayin how badly she scored... wateva~ she other marks will pull her up larhx... kat shuwen zara and me went nerine house to get her house when we suddenly go siao and visited her primary skool, new town larx... we realli damn siao... den her grandma treat us eat mee... hahax... den we went her hse and we saw leandra... we realli went reali crazy and ask for her signature... haha... den she said tat taufik was comin... den nerine was lyk erm happi? she was really quite larhx... den we tok to leandra for quite a long time cos taufik was late.... when he came, he did not really wanna sign cos they are sooo late... hahax... but we got his signature neway... i was so hopin to see sly lorx... wateva~ den we go kats hse... they go swim but i didnt larx... den after we go coronation... wanted to use the coms but so many ppl... wateva~ den we go back kats house den tok for a while den go home... it was like bout 6 plus lorx... on the way home wid shu wen.... saw someone who looks lyk sly kx... wateva~ i went hhome den realised the star on my wallet drop... *sobx*
den i suddenly remember me mei bdae... so we order pizza lorx... den forget thje number of pizza so call kat lorx... so sttopid lorx... den we have conversation between the 5 of us... so siao lorx.. wateva~ today got SI... hope sly go in... he confirm will wan larhx... wateva~

syLvester rox!!! lolx~

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
2:32 AM

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

neway... it totally suck so much... david yeo out... please larhx... even though i dun realli lyk him...he is like soooo much better than jerry ong lorx... 'toopid... jessea oso... she can sing and she have the 'x' factor lorx... wateva~ 'toopid jerry ong... why dun you just quit den being suan at...

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
4:53 AM

die le lar... i have so much 'confidenc'e in failing my math... stupid koh may... set so hard fer wat.... idoitic bitchy freako... freak lehx... shu wen hates koh may soooo much now kayx... haha... 'anti-koh may club'... lolx... if did badly again haf to sae bye bye to tv le.... shit lorx... no more tv means taking me life away... wateva~ tomorrow geog.... aiya... tat one oso bound to fail la... fail oso expected one larhx.... but i so badly dun wan to fail... wateva~ got sick of studying le.... haix... wateva~

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
4:35 AM

Friday, October 08, 2004

oops... i neva study lehx.... die le... exam comin soon le... dun think i can go in 3/2 now le... ms tan say math very hard... how can i pass when the last 2 stupid test i fail... shit.... arrghx... probably die of panic on sunday....

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
9:49 PM

flnally... blog ok le... thankx jiali~=) go cheryl house say wan to study, in the end neva. den we play, jiali and cheryl played wif the rebonding machine.... den we have to go... jux watch singapore idols... wah liew, Singapore blind arX... how can jerry ong go in... kao bei~ the worst is david go out... what shit larX... heNg Man^ SYLVESTER still in... hehex

SYLVESTER ROX!!!!

jolurffeSLY-1314- heArt stoLen*______dreaming away with sylvester|]] \m/
9:30 PM